My mind is racing with a billion thoughts, I’m trying to go to sleep but these thoughts both wonderful and annoying won’t leave me be.
What’s even worse? I decided to put on music and well it’s worse because it is just making my mind sink deeper into thought.
However, laying here in the dark, before I started this post obviously, I just stared at the ceiling, the walls, the window…thinking. Pondering the what ifs the what will bes but not the would have could haves, thankfully. But it is beautiful. This is why I say I look at my life as if it were a movie script because the earphones disappear and I feel like a soundtrack is playing, matching my mood, following my every movement. Slowly. Peacefully.
Now let’s hope I slowly, peacefully drift off into sleep.